Sunday, August 27, 2006

Yeap..been studyin lately..miting pris and aggy and sometimes with wanyi and yinki..well..was reali running outta time and so im reali stressed!!!argh!!=(

baby is real busy nowadays and sometimes i reali duno y im juz frustrated with him..perhaps im juz too stressed..its not PMS..im certain abt tt..IM STRESSED!!

im sick..nt feeling well..had a bad cough and flu..as well as a slight fever ytd nite..was bad thou..cos its exam period nw..shiat..=/

baby couldnt be bothered abt my sickness and he said he was overly tired..wtf? "i know u r sick but i m damn tired..sorry 2 neglect u.." WTF rite?im ur gf leh..even u are tired,cant u juz send me a msg of concern on ur wae to work or when u go to the toilet to pee?isit soo hard?my god..ppl sae when a guy woo u he will be damn nice to u..after he gt u..he will treat u like shit..im nw startin to wondering if tis is happening to me..reali felt shit abt it..argh!plz hlp me..=(

at least sth happy..im goin to finish studying CRS and its like..within such a short time..hoho..and i finally understood wad AR is toking abt..aft readin the bk tt mark borrow me..hehe..yeah!gotta go back to my studies..=)

darling..muackx..love u lots..u noe we gals do..=) its been abt 4 yrs since our friendship starts and although we have many ups and downs,our friendship still stand strong..tts the most vulnerable ting tt could ever exist..friendship tt is..=) had a great bdae celebration at ur hm and we gave u a surprise yeah?hoho..reali enjoyed the catchin up wif u gals..=)

haix..bad news..i was nt selected for the job..its like..woah..wad a hit back..suddenly lost confidence in myself..was i reali tt bad?haha..yeah,for many who duno..it is a job tt requires physical appearance..and yeah..was reali hit in the head..conclusion..?I'M SIMPLY UGLY..haha..but its ok..juz look on the positive side..i could enjoy my holidays earlier and spend time wif my baby..=)

mugging all dae long and i juz finish marketing only..gotta reali rush for the other subjects man!esp my AR!!my god..its so diff to understand!!plz help me god!=/

baby is finally back..and although we spent juz like 2 hrs ytd..it was reali sufficient..reali..how i wish u can be by my side alwaes dear..=)

ok..tt time when i wanted to blog..my comp died on me..its like..auto shut down..aft i was abt to post it..sian..anw..was tokin abt tis guy who proposed to his gf at my workplace..he so romantic can..prepare roses(similar to wad my baby gave me thou)..and make "MARRY ME" boards right below our restaurant..where the gal could see sft she looked down..

went shoppin wif pris and aggy on fri..triple dating..lolx..had a great time..had a hard time searchin for the top pris wanted thou..although she gt low morale later..but we managed to find one tt she likes and suits her!yeah!=) i was a "tryin model" tt dae..cos aggy is havin a hard time to try the clothes she like..yeap..i try for her to see..lolx..anw..we do haf a great time!
conclusion:u will nv get hungry when u shop..lolx..at least i dont.=)

sat: went to get the clothes tt i spotted on fri..hoho..muz earn $$ 1st mah..yeah!and i gt a top and a shorts home!woohoo!=D went clubbin later on wif aggy and my sec sch frenz..pris suppose to join us but she pangseh again!da bian her la..*grab da bian throw at her* well..nt quite fun..but i had almost a third of the bottle of martell..been a long time since i last gt so high!=D

todae: stayed at hm the whole dae cos i gt slight hangover..wanted to study but reali no mood sia..so i did abit of hsework..hehe..im a "xian qi liang mu"..wahaha!=D and guess wad?i realise the shorts tt i bought became so small till i wear liao so fittin lo!da bian..shld haf took the one tt i try!cos tt one juz nice!my god..and i threw away the receipt liao..hopefully i can exchange it ba..=(

yeah!baby's coming back tmr!=D

I really miss my baby..he will only be back on the 21st!!my god..its like 6 more daes..and its like sooo sooo long..=(
but i tink pris gotta go thru more..hers is like one full yr!my god..i one week alrdy wan die liao..imagine she haf to bear wif it for one yr!gal..u gotta be strong k?we gals will alwaes be here for u!=)

yeah..tmr no sch..gotta rot at hm and go work to earn tt bit of money!if nt i gonna starve cos i did not work on tues due to the BESE quiz..=(

feeling dull todae ya?i oso duno y..juz felt low..no mood..but no more PMS leh..weird..=/

baby..juz wanna sae tt i finally agree wif u tt absence made the heart grow fonder..its the absence of u tt makes my heart fonder and u told me the same ting too..ok..gotta live wif it for another 6 more daes..BLAH!=(

there's a heavy rain todae and i felt so freaking cold!=/

juz found out tt i dun haf to slp early tonite!!woohoo..cos tmr no marketing tutorial..and its like WOW..shiock..so tired todae man..=(

another gd news!no need go sch on thur too since we are goin to the CRS lect tmr at 11!woohoo..my god..suddenly felt so relieved..been such a long time since i last have a break..=D

gt a few sms from baby todae..felt great..at least knew tt he hasnt been kidnapped or missing..hehe..although he took real long to reply me but i guess its becos the network in Shanghai lousy la..=D thank god..cos he nv msg me nor call me the whole dae ytd!=(

juz finish doing my quiz and i cant seem to log in to tp mail..so asked Gwenie to help me and she did!THANKS GWENIE!love u loads..=)

baby,hope u are reading my entries..u've been complaining that i dun seem to care..but i do!i reali miss u deep down in my heart and reali felt weak without ur touch..miss ur smile,miss the pamperings that u will give me and the warmth that u will provide me when its cold..I LOVE U DEAR..

yeap..in sch nw typing away..juz finish doin my learnin log..and guess wad?i juz opened my TP mail and saw the email from Revi Nair that he extended my BESE quiz till 11pm ytd nite..and i dit saw that email ytd at all..cos i dint check my mail ytd..GONE..there goes my 30%..=( went to find him and he said that maybe i couldnt be bothered at all..but he was wrong!if im not bothered,i wouldnt have gone to find him..wouldnt have cared..anw..he was tinkin of givin me another chance,he asked me to wait at home for his email..being afraid of missing the test again,i decided not to work at MHH todae..hiax..die la..no $$ liao..still haf phone bills to pay and such..can juz go and die la..=(

baby..i reali miss u..and yeah!u msg me todae when im dozing off in AR lect..love u loads..=)

yeap..juz ended execution todae..was great!cos we earned $1244 in total for both petit and rits..power rite?my da bian baobei..when will u ever gt the chance to dine in at TAS and see me serve u?nw no chance le la..next sem i in culinary liao..i will be CHEF PAN!hehe..=)

was super tired todae..reali..barely feel like smiling..esp when u are oso nt by my side..and worst,i gt my neck sprained!and i couldnt turn my head to the left side..i had to move like a robot..da bian rite?

baby,the daes where u weren't by my side made me felt empty..duno y..but i guess u too..u haf been sayin tt u wished i were by ur side..but no choice,i couldnt go wif u..i still gotta go sch..i cant take one week MC rite?but u noe i wanted to yeah?guess u haf made me sin..made me sinful by allowin me to fall for u..u are a baddie!u've touched me..and i truely agree wif u tt its nt the QUANTITY time spent..but the QUALITY time..I REALI MISS U BAOBEI DA BIAN..=/

felt disappointed that the 'campin' trip is cancelled..YOU made me disappointed!tonnin outside will die meh?siao...da bian la..wadever...i noe u are tired..but cant u spend tt miserable time wif me when u are off tmr..u are flyin off in like 4 daes time lo..hiax..

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yeap..feelin super hungry nw..haha..well..in sch slackin la..waitin for that lim wanyi and she's finally here..yeah!gonna go celebrate aggy bdae le!!woohoo..knew we gonna enjoy it..reali..cos its been such a long time since we gals last have a gathering..update at nite again!=)

been slpin the whole dae and i felt so shiock!yeah..real shiock..nv been slpin like tis for bery long liao..

went to watch fireworks ytd and there's so many tons of ppl there la!but the fireworks were beautiful..i swear..hoho..glance up can see humble hse ppl workin..haha..felts so relieved that i dun haf to work..enjoyin my soft shell crab pasta!nv hear b4 rite?yum yum..damn nice.but wait super long lo!wait till i wan starve to death liao..da bian..hehe..saw fook ping at city hall mrt and called out to him..tink he oso go watch fireworks ba..wif who?i duno..lol..

after which go for a drink at NYDC and i finally gt a chance to drink my HOEGAARDEN!!!omg..so nice..been quite long since i drink tt..was supose to make it a point to drink it once a mth..the last time i drink was durin the world cup season with him..yeah,drank 2 full bottles and it was unforgettable!cos i still kip the cap..inside my hapi box!=)

and finally went to watch dragon tiger door..i meant LONG HU MEN!haha..ok la..nt bery fantastic...but still alright lo.nv make me slp la..haha..and went hm after tt..quite a fruitful sat indeed..yeah!=D

well..so much to sae..

juz finish tokin to him on the phone and we finally settled our relationship..we are nw finally FRENZ..call it fate or call it us...i duno myself too..or isit only me?hiax..was reali in a lost..i once loved u so much..but y would tings turns out to be like tis?im reali at a lost..tings happened when we started quarrelling and stuff like tt..and we ended when u said tt u no longer feel the same as the past anymore..and it sumhow strikes me..strikes me to feel the same wae as u too..maybe u shldnt have said,i shldnt have think..everything is like a MAYBE kinda ting..

reali cherish u alot in the past..even after we had our probation period..been loving u deeply putting in reali a 100%..but sumhow sth is missing..some feelins were gone and stuff like tt..But one ting for sure is..i nv regret knowing u,nor being ur gf..reali..and i meant it..u've been a great bf i muz sae..doin ur best to accomodate to me every time and tryin ur best to take gd care of me and even tryin ur best to make me hapi..somehow fate doesnt wan us to be tgt..which i tink its pity as i alwaes tot u were my boy,the right man in my life..and i alwaes tot i would be ur wife one dae..alwaes tot so..i swear..

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